It's getting worse. Makin ke sini makin sulit tidur tanpa obat. 2 hari kehabisan obat, 2 hari pula rasanya tdk bisa tidur. Ngga sabar pengen cepet-cepet senin. So I can meet my therapist and get the medicine.
I hurt myself. Now I will go to a better work place. It'feels like God finally answers my prayer. Tapi mental terlanjur rusak. Terlanjur ngga bisa tidur tanpa obat. Can I survive? Can I be normal again?
Thousand times I whisper to myself to forgive everything. You have to step up and move forward. Forget and Forgive. You can't hurt yourself like this.
3 bulan berjalan pengobatan. I don't know if I'm running in the same place, or everything just getting worse.
Kamu harus sembuh!! Kamu harus sembuh!
